罪與罰

Prestuplenie i nakazanie (1969)

Director: Leo Kulidzhanov
Script: Nikolai Figurovsky , Lev Kulidzhanov
Camera: Vyacheslav Shumsky
Music by: Mikhail Ziv

Cast:
Raskolnikov – Georgy TARATORKIN
Porfiry Petrovich – lnnokenty SMOKTUNOVSKY
Sonya Marmeladova – Tatiana BEDOVA
Avdotya Romanovna – Victoria FYODOROVA
Svidrigailov – Efim KOPELYAN
Marmeladov – Yevgeny LEBEDEV
Yekaterina lvanovna – Maya BULGAKOVA
Pulkheria Alexandrovna- lrina GOSHEVA
Luzhin – V. BASOV
Razumikhin – A. PAVLOV
Alyona lvanovna – Ye. YEVSTRATOVA
Yelizaveta lvanovna – L. SOKOLOVA
Nastasya – I. MAKAROVA
Zamyotov – V. NOSlK
Lebezyatnikov – Yu. MEDVEDEV
Zosimov – Ye. LAZAREV
Lieutenant Powder – Yu. SARANTSEV
Nikodim Fomich – Yu. VOLKOV

© M.Gorky Film Studio, 1969.

留言 24 Feb, 10

因為我不知道妳遁失何處

角質層 (stratum corneum) 是表皮最外層的部份,主要由 15 至 20 層沒有細胞核的死亡細胞組成。當這些細胞脫落時,底下位於基底層的細胞會被推上來,形成新的角質層。以人類的前臂為例,每平方厘米表皮在每小時會有 1300 個角質層細胞脫落,形成微塵。(

有些甚麼被打開了,沒有傷痕、沒破損;感情滿滿的沒有出口。皮膚包裹不住自己,身後的搭橋一下崩毀,面前可還是面前一切,石屎、玻璃、鋼材四方圍攏,畢直的管道綑綁纏繞,汽車野蠻穿過窗前的天噴出的廢氣令恒生指數蒸蒸日上,電話操縱的人從各處道口門洞破出如屍蟲咬啜死者的臉與腹腔,妳是裡面不自由、不自在的一小點。

有些時候,存在感無法退卻:有個靈魂住在裡面,孤獨有其歷史。妳在今生今世此處此時,以這麼一具肉身為方式。總在麻木與否之間擺晃。

可也不是、不盡然如是,彷彿妳在旁邊,一時沒能認出自己,就那裡──剛就在那張椅子、牆上那掛鐘下面,或是隨處一幅宣傳海報、視訊屏幕的框下,街或商場一處,聲浪裡頭──也不是坐著也不是立著,從相反的角度看過來,瞧見那人,剛就在椅子旁邊、掛鐘下面那個衣櫥的陰影裡,或是隨處一幅宣傳海報、視訊屏幕的框下,緊著眉睫,聲浪裡頭沒法辨認街與商場那處是哪…… 也不是用看的,血膚有血膚的感應,妳在外面,意識極為清醒,觀照自己的同時必須在下一刻將臨以前做出某種決定,而妳在陶醉,聲色與安靜之頓挫,觸感、冷暖。

不就幾步以外,歷史的另一邊嗎?暖乎乎的那人是妳,可是手背和鼻尖有點冷,妳看著光線輪廓緩緩在夜裡湊成一張臉、側著頭瀏海掉到臉上,思忖妳所思忖。妳好奇如此情境妳將如何、有些甚麼並無不可,心裡嚮往,同時陶醉、微弱擺晃,傾出的又得接住,只妳自己知道卻不明所以的感情。妳看著那人而那人是妳──也不是用看的──不禁憐惜。

頃刻──無關情節推演蝴蝶在加德滿都一個荒園拍翼僅是太古的時間一刻塌陷目前無限攤開──聲音溫度、一切不可言語的,它所召喚的都擠壓到皮膚上,把妳整個覆蓋同時把妳整個外露,好像瘦小虛弱,心難以止息的起搏,妳還是妳,氣息是暖的。但當妳的皮膚會開始想念,裡外都在晃動無所缺失,衣領袖子總是嫌寬大了那麼一點,風雨煙塵天氣冷暖停在髮際與頸頷之間的肌膚上,妳以為是吻,妳以為是眼光溫柔落在毛孔張開的一瞬。身子靠著不能靠著的空氣,只有自己可以讓自己站穩,在路上,在人中間,沒法藏起來,陽光太猛,所有電燈都太亮。妳像一幅未乾的水彩畫裡的人物一樣隨時會和景色滲在一起,不可以碰,不可以口沒遮攔的跟妳說話。

妳是這樣,在很遠的一個地方,叫香港,臨處一邊界,此刻無法逃脫,在麻木與否之間擺晃不定,活像個甫出場就忘記角色的異鄉客。

原刊《中大學生報》2009年1月號,頁36。
*文題取自波特萊爾(Charles Baudelaire),〈致一位路過女人〉,《惡之華》(Les Fleurs du Mal)。莫渝譯,台北:志文,1985。頁298。

2 則留言 19 Jan, 10

所哭為何


假使說 擦亮一根火柴
就能燃燒悲哀的話
那麼 我這動輒落淚的
思念 又是什麼呢

— 森田童子

1 則留言 17 Jan, 10

To Here Knows When

Kiss
Your fear
Your red button
Falls from my mouth

Slip
Your dress
Over your head
It’s been so long

Move
On top
Because that way
You touch her too

Turn
Your head
Come back again
To here knows when

留言 29 Dec, 09

耶誕廣告

War is Over_John & Yoko_M
War is Over! Campaign 1969/2009

The WAR IS OVER! campaign was originally launched by John and Yoko on 15th December, 1969. Billboards with the inscription “WAR IS OVER! (IF YOU WANT IT) Happy Christmas from John and Yoko” were placed in 11 cities worldwide: New York, Los Angeles, Toronto, Rome, Athens, Amsterdam, Berlin, Paris, London, Tokyo and Hong Kong. Along with these billboards leaflets were distributed, posters plastered up, newspaper advertisements placed and radio announcements made.
When John was asked how much the billboards cost, he replied “I don’t know- but it is cheaper than someone’s life.”

The WAR IS OVER! campaign was originally launched by John and Yoko on 15th December, 1969. Billboards with the inscription “WAR IS OVER! (IF YOU WANT IT) Happy Christmas from John and Yoko” were placed in 11 cities worldwide: New York, Los Angeles, Toronto, Rome, Athens, Amsterdam, Berlin, Paris, London, Tokyo and Hong Kong. Along with these billboards leaflets were distributed, posters plastered up, newspaper advertisements placed and radio announcements made.

When John was asked how much the billboards cost, he replied “I don’t know- but it is cheaper than someone’s life.”

Read Imagine Peace eBook

2 則留言 24 Dec, 09

Rehna Nahin Des Birana Hai

寒冷的夜晚聽著心痛的歌,猜想要是騎車聽著,怕會給公路帶到不知哪處,消失人間。想到這的當兒我不過是一動不動躺在自己的床上,有點迷失。

3 則留言 19 Dec, 09

Valerian


流行歌的想像(追隨愛慕的人,去一處沒有人知道自己名字的地方,重新開始一切)與搖籃曲式的旋律、迴返的Chord Progression 一不小心會把所有聽著就會唱的都弄成淚人 (有誰不曾被拋棄、深深的傷害?有誰不曾自己拒絕自己?)可是一邊用哭的一邊還是為了可以哭、被打動了而微笑──不跟誰,而是住在裡面已經很久很久的自己──因而歌詞中的「我們」所指不是一對分手情侶、不是他與她,而是我們每一個。

而且妳看到Cerys Matthews 穿著的模樣、彷彿她自己終於看到自己有多矜貴一樣,不用故作低調,只要站住就是閃亮,這一定是最好的時光年華──在1999 ,也是現在與將來,不是昨天;因為那個過去已經讓妳來到目前,妳不用回頭都知道───應當是放睛的季節、明明是終年放睛的地方遲不下雨早不下雨就剛剛下雨了,是為了沒有人會覺到妳一臉是雨水還是眼淚,是想哭還是笑。妳知道哭笑都不是壞事,都很好。

耳機聽的話那bassline 會像心跳的聲音。

Never meant you no harm
Never meant you no harm, yeh yeh
Never spun you no yarn
Never spun you no yarn, yeh yeh

And she’ll go yeh, where he goes, yeh
We all go where nobody knows our name

If I step out of line
I’ll step out of line, yeh yeh
Over land over sea
One step two to Ynys free

And she’ll go yeh, where he goes, yeh
We all go where nobody knows our name

And don’t cry if crying means you’re sorry
Whatever the case I always felt out of place
As a matter of fact I always felt like that around you
I’m disinclined to toe the line
Under your thumb where I’ve become unwanted

So pick your way down to the sea
Pick your way to the sea, yeh yeh
It’s not the tide you gotta watch it’s me
Not the tide you got it’s me, yeh yeh

And she’ll go yeh, where he goes, yeh
We all go where nobody knows our name

And she’ll go yeh, where he goes, yeh
We all go where nobody knows our name

Where nobody knows our name

2 則留言 15 Nov, 09

Iqbal Bano: Kuch To Ehsas E Zayan

聽著很淘醉的是 Nayyara Noor。

留言 14 Aug, 09

Aye Ishq Hamein Barbaad Nar Kay

2 versions

2 則留言 18 Jul, 09

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